My qualities are not those I think you admire. Do I have any?

When I “live in the day”, is that a bad thing; is that wrong? God says, “day by day” (is all we can handle). That’s all I can, if even then.

My heart is not kind enough to compare. I pray for my kindness.

And I want to be gentle and meek if that’s how God wants me. Those qualities I don’t seem to have either. Are there any?

Man’s world…it beats me down daily.